ON, AUGUST 13 2010

LOOK at my day now, everything RANDOM....
in morning I was happy feeling but after I at school I was bad mood.. huh!! I don't knew why, but condition at my Class Profoundly make me bored!!
so I just still writing something at my "dairy" '___" just Writing...writing and writing,, just it can I did. MADE ME SO SO BORED !! and just listen Mr. V said:blaa...blaaa...blaaa,, blaaaa..and the end He said"I HAD GIRLFRIEND now,,!!" huh!! He didn't knew How my Heart hurt.. it's very hurt !! you know!!
so my remaining time I just keep silent.. :( *I don't know what I do?
Looking him more made me hurt :( but I still smile,,,smile,, yeah just try to smile again...
but in My heart really Hurt,, :( I want loose to my class,, i don't want there but what else can I do??? I never hide my "LOVE" but I just close My feel,, yeah just it Can I did... huh

and i'm went to home with bad feeling again.. :( :( :(
and had rain here, actually I really want to cry but I don't know I can't cry in rain,,
so I let the rain humify myself :(
really I very sad Now,, I want talk something with some one but I can't,,, :(

and i say BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHI....
this is just need time,, yeah i just need time make My heart be better.. don't be worry its just about FEEL and My heart i want be Stronger Now... I must make my life interesting.. okey..
I'll be okay,,, I just need a long time,,

KEEP SPIRIT,,,,,, :)

LOVE
Sara Dea

nb: may be I will write my story with English Language, I want my English be better,, yeah,,
WISH ME LUCK OK.. :D